This morning was the worst way to start off my birthday. We had a discussion about suicide and this guy told the class how a boy (a close friend of mines) from our old school killed hiself. So while the guy was telling the story he started laughing and saying how nobody cared about him anyways. That really upset me because that was a friend that I lost.

I don’t find humor in someone killing themselves and I don’t see how people can be so harmless and laugh at death of someone. That was the main reason he comitted suicide and you would think that people would be more sensitive to the situation, but I guess not. Some people are just so heartless.

Other than that I’ve had a pretty decent birthday so far. I’ve been getting text messages since midnight and still receiving a few. My friend went to Hawaii for Thanksgiving and he brought me back a neckalace. I got a good chunk of money. Rihanna’s new cd, two bars of Cadbury’s Caramell (I loveee chocolate). I’m going out to eat in a few hours so yeah.

I’m finally 15. So young…